The I Am Cait star formerly known as Bruce told Billy Simmons, on HBO that she thought about taking her own life shortly after having her Adam’s apple surgically shaved, a part of her body she “always hated.” When a paparazzi captured shots of Jenner leaving the doctor’s office after the procedure in February 2014, the former Olympian said she nearly lost it. “I could not sleep that night. I’m up at 3 a.m. walking up and down my hallway, thinking, Damn, all this s--t is going to come out tomorrow and it’s going to be horrible,” she recounted. “And I said, ‘You know what? Easy way. Go in the other room. You got a gun. Let’s just end it right here.’”
The reality star who has been opened up about her brush with suicide with friends and family, added that the whole experience was one of the worst moments in her life. “That’s, like, the easy way out. No more pain, no more nothing. I don’t have to deal with the tabloids any longer, I don’t have to deal with any of this. And that was probably the lowest I’ve ever gotten.” she said
However, when Jenner awoke the next morning, she decided to clear her mind by going for a walk around her Malibu neighborhood. “Wasn’t that, like, the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? I thought, What a terrible way to end your life’s story! I don’t want my story to end that way, on a negative note,” she shared. “That was the beginning of me turning my thinking around to say, ‘OK, I think I can do this.’” The LGBT advocate, who made her debut as Caitlyn on the cover of Vanity Fair in June 2015, told Simmons that she has found a new lease on life in the last year and a half.
“Going through this, I have renewed my excitement for life,” she tearfully explained of being able to “live authentically.” “My life today is so interesting, so simple. It really is so simple.”
Caitlyn Jenner, has also been talking politics, says she backs the Republican party, but hasn’t “outwardly supported anybody” in the presidential race, including GOP nominee Donald Trump.
During an appearance on HBO’s “Any Given Wednesday,” Jenner said she wants “to help the entire Republican Party do a better job when it comes to LGBT issues.” Jenner said at an event in Cleveland during last month’s Republican National Convention that it was easier to come out as transgender than it was as a Republican.
After Trump said in April that transgender people should be able to use whatever bathroom they choose, Jenner made a video of herself going into the women’s bathroom at New York’s Trump International Hotel and Tower.
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